It was round 12.30pm the phone rang...

I didn't go to school today.

One word : Lazy.

Rushed and picked up the phone.

It was dad.

"The matrikulasi results are out! Did you received my sms?"

"Today's 16th? I thought tomorrow? No I din gt your sms, okie I'll check it through the web now. Bye."

Okay, so waited and waited till my elderly pc led me to the eputra web.

Entered my IC no. And huallaaaaa...

It said TAHNIAH! I've been elected in.

Now the dilemma begins, whether to go or continue my STPM (which i've decided a long time ago.)

So, I've msn with TK Leong (my ex kasturi biology teacher) for his advices.

He told me the pros and cons of matrik and STPM.

As STPM has a more solid base compared to Matrik and it is admitted worldwide, so the options are more.

Whereas matrik is ONLY mend for Local U, and it isn't recognise by any of the private U's and International U.

And guess what, you wont be able to resit for Matrik if you fail. And I'll need a minimum requirement of CPGA 4.0 to get into Medical Course in Local U.

Once slipped and it's game over.

There's a risk there.

But with my ability, I think that I could score well in it.

They said that STPM students are much more intelligent than Matrik students, and their base are stronger.

But I still think that, if I wanna study more I could always do so.

All I want is a secure chance for me to get into either University Malaya/ University Putra Malaysia. All of them doesn't matter.

If I'm hardworking enough, I'll study more than my required syllable, as gaining knowledge ain't just for sitting examinations.

I too can be as bright as STPM students. (:

On a lighter note, Matrik is a good exposure to my Uni life, as for what I've read from the forums of different webs, I get to chase the time table, find my classrooms, bla bla bla. AND! I get to mix with different races.

Ohhh, they even said that there's more labs for experiments, and not 100% based on text books.

So yeahh why not.

I'll give it a try.

:))

And did I mentioned that my Kolej is in Johor??? o.O

First time ever, leave home, to such far place. Okay.. I know it's still in M'sia.

And summore to those Ulu ulu placess....

Haihh what to do?! Growing up always mean something new.

:D

P/S: 我比任何人都来得怕。不过，为了追求梦想，就得狠心下决心。爹地、妈咪、朋友我会好好加油。你们放心吧。

P/P/S: 有时候，靠自己得到的东西，自己反而更珍惜。我要靠自己，做个一等一的专科医生! 哇塞。。!!! XDD