Haih, people, listen up, i'm going to check in to the hostel on mon. O.O


Staying there till Fri.


-___-


It's for forum practice. We're suppose to eat, sleep, study, practice, eat, sleep, study, practice, eat sleep, study, practice... @___@


I've chatted with Melody just now, and asked her about how are we gonna settle our uniforms, like, maybe, is the hostel gonna clean it for us or sth...


Then she said: " no, we have to wash it ourselves."


*faints*


This is just way excellent... -__-


(I'm really really not into housework thingy la!!!!! )


Seriously, I'm kinda reluctant to this hostel-staying thingy..


And to be honest as well, to this whole forum too.


I know it's been my dream to get participated in this, but what you guys don't know is that, its on next sat! Just right after our sport's day on Fri!


I'm gonna get crazy I tell you. I assume that sport's day and the whole of entire week will be dead tired and exhausted already, and now, add on forum??


Imagine how am I feeling right now??


It's just plain confused!


I feel like my heart is somehow or rather blocked or something. It's like a stone of burden. And I don't really feel comfortable.


Haihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...


Thanks to the blog, I get to spit it all out right here rather then to suffocate my parent's eardrum with all these.... man yuan.. haha


Then, Melody told me, that... teachers and other forum buddies are aiming for SECOND place (at least) this year.


I froze right in front of the pc.


My team mates were aiming so high, and I on the other end, were planning how to quit this thing.


And I realise I don't wanna let them down. Seriously, I know this whole thing is not about me, but it could turn out terribly bcoz of me...


T___T


breathe breathe breathe..


okay. I've finished fa xie-ing liao la.


Promise you guys, especially to Ming Suey, Shuet Yen, and Melody, I'll do my best, and give it a great shot.


You guys are most welcome to slap me on the face for my lack of attention/ focus (if any) during the practicing...


Becos...


I am really really tired.


Honestly, I'm facing insecurity getting expose to so many thing in such little time. Is it too much? Or just an indication of getting to learn something challengingly new?


The process of learning is always tough at the beginning. I know that.


:)))